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The Lonely Journey

I lost my favorite hoodie on a DART bus somewhere

I'm beginning to see why artists are considered nuts. You hole yourself up, away from the world to work on a body of paintings. You're inside your mind space for hours on end by yourself doing what only you can do- create your work. It takes a toll on your body physically. It starts to get depressing. It's a lonely journey but someone has to do it. 1,357 facebook friends and you don't see not a one. Not that you don't want to. You have committed your time to climbing a mountain and you can't jump off.


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  1. We get you another hoodie love! Don't jump off, your art is wanted, you must share. I have only 46 FB likes and no one has bought a thing LOL! I am getting into other creative sides and your my inspiration!

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    1. Aw thanks sis, thanks for reading and staying in touch with me :) I need interaction! Hope we can get together soon <3

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