Skip to main content

Resolutions before the New Year

Patience comes in handy in the waiting room grasshopper...

So I'm sitting in the waiting room yesterday for an hour. Plenty of time to think. I'm about to have a biopsy and a minor procedure and about to hand over a couple hundred dollars of my very hard earned cash. This is the second week in a row I have been here and I know when I leave there will be another appointment next week on the books. More money. Down the drain. Money I don't have. So like I said, plenty of time to think. I have had an AMAZING 2012. It really has been my most creative and empowering. I have finally hit my creative stride and broken new ground on my work. I am just starting to catch the eyes of galleries and the venues where my work can be fully appreciated. I am closing out a year ...my second year....of doing this on my own. A successful year of freelancing where I didn't have to clock into a crappy office job. It was a year of learning SO MUCH and painting SO MUCH! But as smart as I thought I was and as busy as I was painting for everyone and making wonderful things...I forgot a very important thing. Perhaps THE MOST important thing.
Health.
I put myself on the back burner. When things needed to be turned in and deadlines had to be met I stayed at my work table till they were. I didn't leave my studio so I could work. So I missed many Piyo classes, many workout sessions and ate a lot of convenience food because I was TOO BUSY for me. And now? I pay the price with bad health and doctor bills I can't barely handle. I have to remember that RULE NUMBER ONE is...TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF SO YOU CAN TAKE CARE OF OTHERS. Now I'm waiting for biopsy results to determine if I may need another little surgery, if precancerous cells have returned. Don't think me vain if I turn stuff down to go to the gym. I'm not trying to look HOT I'm trying to LIVE. It's unfortunate my immune system isn't all that it should be and now before the new year starts I am making my resolution to put ME first. You won't realize this until you lose your health or develop some ailment or lose someone else to disease...HEALTH is like GOLD and is to be taken utmost care of. So if I can pass on any amazing wisdom for the upcoming year it is that...take care of your health in the best way you can. You will do yourself a favor and everyone that loves you. You will feel good and be able to take care of others properly. Now I'm off to Piyo class, still got a lingering cough but NO EXCUSES! :)

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Words!

  Hello! I haven't blogged since last year. Even writing the word "blog" felt foreign and weird! I have actually been writing stuff on my Patreon account so if you've missed the updates you can sign up for free over there. There is also an option to pay a few dollars a month to help support me as an artist and get "extra" content- in case you are of that mindset and either way- thank you for caring about the art adventures.  I have missed blogging actually. I guess I like to make words, string them together like a pretty necklace and let them live their own expressive life wrapped around me.  Times are different. Times are weird! But I guess you know that. And also times are the same and as old as time. Is it really more terrible than any other time or are we humans just more "connected" to the propaganda and daily bad trip in a way that is insane and unhealthy? Either way I do my best to keep my sanity and I don't believe about 98% of what I s...

It's the little things...

I will eventually get back to posting about art 😂 but I lost my first pound with just 3 days of dedicating myself to Metabolic Renewal...and this is me playing fast and loose because A. I did not buy their shakes I'm doing my own. So I don't really know their caloric/nutrition value vs mine. B. Getting 10,000 steps a day on my pedometer.... doesn't happen. That's almost two hours of walking a day. I get 8,000 or 9,000 before the Texas heat or work calls it off. C. Haven't followed any of the meal recipes. I've been winging it with good sense. I will get closer to their instructions in time ( like maybe next week) since I paid for it. My body is SORE AF. It's totally getting put through the paces and I'm lucky there are modifications for pudgy newbies like me. But 1st lb down is a good feeling because seeing the scale move down is what I'm after. I'm pretty proud of myself for yesterday in general..did my workout, a walking session THEN WENT ...

The calm during the storm

Fist Pumps! Cool rainy weather has hit Dallas. Just in time for the opening of the State Fair of Texas and Oktoberfest...which I just happened to be at yesterday by happenstance. Oktoberfest that is, not the Fair. No, I did not have any bier. I did have a fun time walking around between biergartens and weiner dog races in the rain with good company though! I had to drop off my piece "FLOURISH" to a place in McKinney Tx called ORISONS who will be having a gallery walk in a few weeks. There were a lot of people down there for the festivities so they wanted the work to show off to all the traffic. It's been quite a week(end) and I just wanted to pop off a blog to say thanks to everyone who has been supporting by coming to the shows and making purchases and just high fiving me on facebook, etc. THANKS SO MUCH! I've been working my tail off in the studio- that's the part you don't see...but hopefully you can see it in my work when it's done. All the t...